Today I spent the day at court again and doing a number of things to help other parents and you to see me as soon as possible. I am also taking great care of myself and eating plenty. Someone even said that they thought I had gained a few pounds from a month ago.
Today if you were not hidden from me by your mother and were able to spend quality long term time with me, I would like to get things ready for your birthday tomorrow! I would be asking your friends to come, getting your gifts ready, and taking good care of you so you would have the rest you need to enjoy your special day.
I do remember when you were born and I did everything that I could to help your mother to relax and be in a comfortable environment. I made a complete sound track for her and held her when she wanted me to. You were late, over 14 days, and we did everything we could to have you in a safe way. Your mother was very brave and together we had you two years ago tomorrow morning.
I love you, I wish I was with you today, and I want to be with you ever day.
Your left behind father,